Dealing with life at 5504/02/2011 03:04:44
You know today is a day of more pain then I have had in awhile and I know it is what I allowed myself to walk into stress the one thing that I know I cannot have for both my lupus and rheumatoid arthritis. I allowed myself to deal with to much but to me in the past it was not a problem and when I allow myself to began to feel frustrated because I cannot do it any more my body hurts my mind goes blank I began to stumble run into things because my body stops. My biggest thing is when not wanting to give up I want to continue to function but at times I can not even stand or get up after sitting or for me keep any thing down because I gag but I keep going.and it hurts that my children see this.
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